Character(s): DBSK (All Members) || Lee Hara
Author's Note: YunJae fans... I want to live, don't kill me.
Jaejoong and Hara headed for the park and spent the whole day there. Neither of them speaking about anything at all. Jaejoong was obviously busy thinking of Yunho again. Hara would glance at him and watch his blank facial expression, and just by watching that she knew that Jaejoong was thinking of him again. How she wanted to kill Jung Yunho right now for breaking his heart.
On the walk back to Jaejoong’s place wasn’t any different either. He was still quiet and obviously thinking about Jaejoong. This time, serious and deep, his facial expression showed this. His eyebrows were furrowed, he was thinking seriously and deeply. Hara sighed.
“Thinking of him won’t get you anywhere. Just forget him Jaejoongie… Please…” Hara said and Jaejoong looked at her with a slightly hurt and confused expression mixed in. Once they got to his place, they stayed up all day in his room.
Jaejoong ignored to greet his parents or his sisters. They kept themselves stuck and secluded inside his room. Watching a bunch of dramas which eventually made the two of them cry. Being stupid after all, they’ve decided to just watch these dramas thinking the pain would go away. But it only made things worse.
It was already 10:30 p.m. Hara wasn’t in the mood to go home just yet. She stared at the ceiling as she laid on the bed next to Jaejoong. Neither of them have spoken ever since. But someone was bound to break that silence.
“Jaejoong…” Hara spoke.
“Yeah?” Jaejoong responded.
“Why do you like Jung Yunho so much? I thought you loved me oppa, why do you love Yunho?” Hara asked. Jaejoong began to think and the very first thing that came into his mind was that day Yunho tried to rescue him from his bullies.
“Because of that day.” Jaejoong said.
“That day, he defended me. Aside from you, nobody has ever thought of defending me. I knew you would, you’re my best friend and I know the pain you’d go through just to protect me. But nobody else, not especially a guy would even think of defending me. I was surprised when Yunho did. I guess his looks are what you can say is simply a bonus.” Jaejoong explained. Hara still didn’t get it.
“I wish you were a man completely instead…” Hara whispered to herself as she sat up from the bed. Jaejoong sat up as well, hearing her slight whisper.
“What did you say?” Jaejoong asked wanting to know what she said. Hara sighed and shook her head. She turned to face Jaejoong and just gave a weak sweet smile.
“Nothing…” Hara responded quietly. But Jaejoong was too determined.
“No no, please tell me. No secrets. I heard you say something about me and now I want to know.” Jaejoong said insisting. Hara made a face and shook her head.
“Ani! (No!)” Hara insisted. Jaejoong clicked his tongue in annoyance.
“Ya! Lee Hara, you better tell me!” Jaejoong said and Hara was being stubborn. She lifted her head a bit and shook her head like a child while pouting.
“Aish, Lee Hara tell me right now! I demand you too!” Jaejoong said raising his voice.
“Ya! Don’t raise your voice! And who are you to demand me huh? I may be your best friend and the only person in this world who would literally die for your sake but never would you have the guts to even try and demand me Kim Jaejoong!” Hara said and Jaejoong furrowed his eyebrows in annoyance.
With that kind of fighting, Jaejoong nudged her to the side, with his strength he slightly tilted her to the side causing her to almost fall off the bed. Hara was taken aback and Jaejoong ignored her. She slapped Jaejoong’s arm playfully and Jaejoong stared back at her angry, he shoved her slightly and she did the same back till the two were not slapping each other’s sides playfully.
They were at it for a couple of minutes. Being children and girly they kept slapping each other’s side instead of speaking up to one another. Jaejoong accidentally misses hitting her as Hara backs up a bit and it causes Jaejoong to lose his balance and fall on top of her.
“Aish! Kim Jaejoong you’re so heavy! Get off me!” Hara said as she tried to push him off but Jaejoong wouldn’t move. He stared at Hara seriously. No matter how much skinship they had, how much he always leeched onto her, hugged her and even slept right next to her he has never been this close, face to face, with her.
Jaejoong kept admiring her for a bit while Hara was busy prying and shoving Jaejoong off of her. He was too heavy for her small body to take so she did, with all her strength, try to push Jaejoong off but he just would not budge. Hara stopped when she saw how seriously Jaejoong was staring right at her. Her eyebrows furrowed in confusion as she looked at Jaejoong’s face.
“Ya… Wae? (Why?) What’s on my face? Why are you looking at me like that? Ya, Kim Jaejoong, what’s wrong with you?” Hara kept asking but Jaejoong was too busy looking at her face. He was close to her face, their face was inches apart and he was practically breathing her scent.
Her scent… So good… Her face… So fragile… Her skin… A milky gorgeous complexion… Her eyes… Gorgeous… Why do I only notice these features from you now after knowing you for so long? Jaejoong said inside his mind as he continued to admire each part of her.
“Beautiful…” Jaejoong muttered.
“Eh?” Hara exclaimed as she looked at Jaejoong confused. Jaejoong’s eyes ran down from her eyes, to her nose to her plump lips. Jaejoong stared at it for a while. He wondered about the taste and feel of her lips. He grew curious. Jaejoong closed his eyes and Hara watched him in confusion. He neared his face towards hers and Hara tried to sink her head deep onto the sheets but it was a dead end and Jaejoong’s plump lips were already on top of hers.
Gentle and soft. Their lips matched. Hara tried to hold back the response she wanted to give towards Jaejoong. But with his growing curiosity the kiss got deepened. The more force he put in and the harder he pushed. Hara couldn’t hold it back, and she ended up responding to his little gentle touch. Jaejoong suddenly realized what he was doing when he felt her respond and his eyes fluttered open and he sat up staring onto the ground with his eyes wide open.
Hara shot up as well, breathing, trying at least, as she tried to recall what just happened. The two of them were confused, mostly Hara was. She wondered why he kissed her, and she wondered why he even had to stop doing so as well, just at the moment she wanted more of it. And she definitely did.
“M-m-mian… (S-s-sorry…)” Jaejoong said quietly and softly. He scratched the back of his head. He felt like he disgusted her with the way he acted. With that response he felt bad for leading her on. He gripped onto the sheets of his bed, angry at himself.
“It’s okay…” Hara responded quietly as she played with her fingers. Jaejoong looked over at her. For some reason she had this sense of glow. Never in Jaejoong’s life has he looked at her this way. The way she looked in front of him right now was gentle and sweet. As if she was fragile, and one foul word like damn would practically crack her into shattered pieces of glass. That’s how fragile she looked.
Jaejoong gulped. He shifted his position and drawn his face closer to hers again. Hara stared at Jaejoong in confusion just like earlier. They stared at each other for a while. Hara grew curious and she finally wanted to know what he wanted and why he was acting like that.
“What’s wrong? Why are you acting like that?” Hara asked.
“Mola… (I don’t know…)” Jaejoong responded, his face still in close contact.
“What do you want?” Hara asked normally.
“Mola… (I don’t know…)” Jaejoong said. There was silence and they stayed that way for minutes. Jaejoong gulped down and breathed heavily. With their faces close to each other like that, Hara felt his heavy breathing.
“Say it…” Hara said.
“Say what?” Jaejoong asked.
“What you want me to do…” Hara said, awaiting his answer.
“Turn me into someone like Yunho…” Jaejoong said. Hara didn’t want to. She loved the way Jaejoong was. Homosexual and loving. But deep deep inside of her, she knew she wanted him to be just like Yunho, but with a catch, the fact that he gets to stay this way. He gets to stay the way he is.
That way it is now… The fact that she practically owns him…
“Fine…” Hara responded and with that Jaejoong kissed her again. He’d stop from time to time, leave a small space then go back onto her lips again. Every time he went back the kiss was deepened, it was rougher and harder. To the point that he would push her back with his lips.
Jaejoong got on top of her and deepened the kiss now that he was finally on top of her. Hara responded. She wrapped her arms around Jaejoong’s neck and continued to kiss those lips. The ones she’s been wishing to devour for years now. She slipped her hands from his neck, gliding down towards his school uniform and unbuttoning it one by one.
With one button left she quickly undone it and ran her hands across Jaejoong’s body. His body, perfectly sculptured the way women would want their men to have. This, she was sure, was a better body than Yunho’s no matter how sporty the man was. Jaejoong made Hara do everything, guide him in what they were about to do.
Hara pushed Jaejoong off gently and got on top of him. She sat on his stomach and stared at him for a while. At first she felt completely guilty for doing this. Then she felt pity on him. The fact that she just had to be the one to do this to him. It annoyed her as well.
“Panda…” Hara said and she pouted.
“I don’t want to do this…” Hara said.
“If you’re saying that out of guilt or pity I’m hurt. Please don’t let that stop you. Just do it for me please. I’m begging you….” Jaejoong said and Hara bit her lower lip, resisting her temptations but she couldn’t hold it back because he was asking for it too.
Hara’s hands were trembling as she tried to go on the bottom button of her blouse. She bit her lip harder, she didn’t want to seriously do this. But with her temptation fighting and Jaejoong asking it just played a trick on her. She began to unbutton her blouse and Jaejoong watched. His eyes slowly turning into lust.
Don’t change… Don’t ever change Kim Jaejoong…
Hara kept thinking in her mind. If she was going to turn Jaejoong into a full pledged man, she simply hoped he won’t turn into a complete bastard like the rest of them. Turn into a man, be her guest, but never change. Stay the same. Stay sweet. If you turn into a man and people still mock you for being gay because of your gestures, screw them, don’t change.
Hara finished unbuttoning her blouse and slid off her blouse. She slid down onto her white milky skin and Jaejoong watched it slide. His eyes turned into more lust and something below him heated and tightened. Hara felt this little tight thing poke her from below and there was definitely no stopping now.
Jaejoong stared at her bra. Her cleavage, her breast just there… Staring… Hara didn’t want to move. So Jaejoong slid his hand on her back, his fingers gently tickling her back and running through her soft skin. Jaejoong never imagined a more perfect girl with a perfect body. His hands unclasped her bra and slowly she shrugged off her bra and tossed it to the edge of the bed.
Jaejoong admired her breast for a couple of minutes. Her nipples pink and plump, hardened a little and he ran his fingers through them. Hara heaved out a soft breathing as she resisted her moaning. Jaejoong cupped them and played with them for a while and Hara let out a soft moan as she titled her head back a little and she closed her eyes.
Jaejoong watched her reaction and it turned him on some more. He used one of his hands to support his back as she tried to fix his position. He sat up and Hara was now on his lap. Jaejoong began to suck on her breast, playing and licking her nipple as well as biting it in the process. Hara kept moaning. Moans escaped her mouth no matter how hard she tried to stop them.
Jaejoong did the same motions for her other breast. He played with them and buried his face in them for a while before sucking onto her collarbone then reaching for her neck. Licking and biting till his forehead met hers. They stared into each other’s eyes for a while. Jaejoong felt sheer joy of heaven looking into her eyes.
He kissed her again. Licking her lips, asking for entrance in which she gave in. Once she did his tongue played with her tongue. He licked every part of her mouth inside and out. Hara’s hands ran through Jaejoong’s shoulder sliding off his school uniform and tossing it to the ground. Jaejoong’s lips parted from hers and went back to her breast.
After playing with it Jaejoong stood up and began to unbuckle his belt. He was doing it real fast and Hara couldn’t help but laugh at him. Jaejoong stopped and stared at his friend who was now on her bed laughing her ass off.
“What’s so funny?” Jaejoong asked.
“Someone’s so eager it makes me laugh…” Hara said as she resisted more giggles. Jaejoong pouted then glared at her. He continued to unbuckle his belt and unbutton his pants. As he got them off Hara did the same for her skirt. She slid them off along with the remaining underwear she had on and she was completely naked while Jaejoong was still in his boxers.
She grabbed onto Jaejoong’s wrist and made him kneel. She pushed him back and made him lie down. She went below and touched the garter of his boxers and slid them off of him gently. His hardened member showing. Hara took off his boxers and tossed them somewhere. Her gentle soft hands held onto his hardened member and with that simply touch Jaejoong moaned.
Hara began to stroke it with her hand and Jaejoong’s moaning got louder and more. He closed his eyes as he enjoyed and endured the pleasure Hara’s hands were giving off. Her stroking got faster and she stopped for a bit. Jaejoong opened his eyes as he felt something wet on his shaft and was surprised to see Hara placing his shaft inside her mouth.
He closed his eyes again, feeling the pleasure and wetness of her mouth. She sucked him faster and along with her tongue licked it as she went up and down with his shaft. Jaejoong bit his lower lip as he tried to resist himself from climaxing but he couldn’t help it ended up spilling inside Hara’s mouth. She gladly took it in and swallowed it.
“Your turn.” Hara said and got on top of him again. She went up as her now wet entrance met up with Jaejoong’s face. He grabbed onto her butt cheeks and lowered her body as his tongue began to work its magic. He had no clue what to do but he continued to lick every inch of it. Hara kept moaning and moaning. She sat up, her sex on his face as Jaejoong held onto her thighs and began to enjoy licking each part of her.
She climaxed on her face and after a minute later she felt something enter her. And something added to that and so on and on. Jaejoong fingered her as fast as he could. Four fingers inside already and he kept thrusting really hard. The harder he thrusts, the more she moaned and the more she moaned the harder his shaft became.
He stopped when he felt her climaxing again. Hara fixed her position and positioned Jaejoong’s shaft onto her wet entrance. She rubbed it on his shaft and continued to stare at his eyes with lust just like what he did with her. After a while she finally made Jaejoong’s shaft enter her and she moaned in pain. It was her first time and it was hell of a lot painful.
She struggled to put his whole length inside of her and after a while finally got it in. She stayed in that position for a while, getting used to his length’s size and she continued to moan in pain. Once she got used to it she slowly began to push up and down. Thrusting his shaft. Slow at first and slightly fastening up her pace, their skins touching and as fast as she started the louder the skin slapping got.
“Ugh…” Jaejoong moaned as he placed his hands around her waist and guided her to go faster. Jaejoong kept moaning as he felt sheer joy of this moment. At one point he even smiled at the pleasure he felt from this. Hara moaned as she continued to ride him. Jaejoong climaxed and Hara continued to rub on him. Jaejoong lusted and wanted more.
He grabbed onto Hara’s waist and pulled her up, laying her down on her knees. He stroked his length for a bit as he grabbed onto Hara’s waist. He positioned his shaft in front of her wet entrance as her back face him while she was on her knees. Jaejoong entered her again and she moaned loud from hi sudden surprise.
Jaejoong began to move fast. He didn’t even think of going slowly. Hara dealt with the pain as Jaejoong continued to pleasure himself. Her butt cheeks slapping onto his thighs as he thrusted himself inside of her faster. The feel of her on him felt amazing and addicting for Jaejoong. His hand remained on her waist while the other was on her shoulder, begging her to go deeper and faster.
When Jaejoong came again he didn’t waste any time and turned her around. Hara was tired and she couldn’t even move her body. She was sweating all over. Jaejoong spread her legs up again and went back inside of her, shoving in hard and Hara screamed in pain.
Jaejoong didn’t move for a while as he began to kiss and suck on her neck. Sniffing her scent and getting addicted to it. He began to move again. Thrusting deeper and harder, literally shoving his whole length inside as he held onto her legs. From below her legs he grabbed her thighs and it helped him thrust in faster. Hara bit her fingernails as she fought the pain and tried to deal with the joyous pleasure of it.
Jaejoong tilted his head back from the pleasure and he enjyed every part of it. He never wanted it to end, ever, he enjoyed it. He never knew it would feel this amazingly good, and he wanted more and more of it as he continued to thrust in.
“Argh… Hara… Ugh…” Jaejoong kept thrusting and Hara was simply moaning. She wanted it to end soon. Jaejoong was feeling his climax and with a powerful last thrust he shoved his whole length inside of her and climaxed inside of her. He stayed like that as the two of them tried to catch their breath. Jaejoong laid on top of Hara. His he on her chest as he was staring at the window. Hara hugged him closer to her. She felt tired.
“That was amazing…” Jaejoong said softly as his gaze continued. Hara was too tired to even respond. Jaejoong began to think of Yunho. His length was still inside of Hara. His feelings were gathering and were mixing up.
He felt confused. He loved Yunho right? He loved Hara only as a friend right? What was wrong with him? He kept battling with his feelings until he got confused. He got to tired mentally and physically as he fell asleep on top of her.
12:00 Midnight, February 15
Author's Note: If you are wondering why my rated scenes suck, don't worry, that's a natural thing for me haha!
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